Saturday, November 27, 2010

the 20's are just WEIRD

So I introduced myself a while back and never made another post!! Got a little busy I guess, but I am here now!! YAY!

I am currently on break from school for thanksgiving, and have been thinking |usually not a good thing| about the weirdness of being 20.

I'm too old to be a crazy teen, but too young to be taken as a serious adult. I'm too old to keep having all of these crazy flings, but too young to be really be thinking about who I want to be with for the rest of my life.

It really is this weird in between. College is all about finding out who you are, what you want in life, and really getting out all those fuck ups before it is really going to mess your whole life up. |sorry don't normally curse, but I feel it just works better|.

I mean things like deciding to leave somebody for another person in college isn't as bad as when you decided to leave somebody you have a house with kids with or anything else really.

Relationships are just weird...I'm in college I shouldn't be tied down to somebody! I should be having fun! Yet I'm expected to have a family before I'm 30?? In case you didn't know I am studying psychology...which means I really am going to need a Ph.D.

So I have another 6 1/2 years of college, who really needs a family? Because trying to have a family while working on a masters seems a little much to me.

I have all these thoughts running through my head and I still have another 5 years before my quarter life crisis can happen! I guess it will just make me more interesting to read :D

How do you all handle tough spots in your life?